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the nothing i feel

from the nothing i feel by JOHNATHAN|CHRISTIAN



The nothing I feel

The nothing I feel
consumes from inside
Some unknown pleasures
that now are deprived
Every time you reject
the stranger within
Don't know how to connect
or how to begin

No trace of it as
I look into your eyes
Each time that it happens
a part of me dies
What hard forged steel
can force though your hide?
The nothing I feel
can never be bereaved

How could you ever
allow It to disappear?
From forever, together
It withered with a sneer
My mind refuses to recall
My eyes are dim, no sight at all
I long to eradicate it all
Just like a phantom limb

It flowed like waves
Throughout my soul
It misbehaves,
Not to control
It tossed and turned
Inside my mind
Pleasures discerned
Though not confined
Can someone find
the missing part?
And quickly shove it
through my breast
All stars aligned
Here in the dark

I stand forsaken without words
On the side o the piké
Standing on a house of cards
Reaching nothing but dislike
For quite a while, trying hard
To become just like you
Yet Edens gate is ever barred
Leaving me yearning for something true

Don't want to feel
The nothing inside me...


from the nothing i feel, released October 1, 2015


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JOHNATHAN|CHRISTIAN Los Angeles, California

Dark Wave Doom from Christian Granquist, & Johnathan Mooney.
Citing influences ranging from The Sisters of Mercy and Joy Division to the electronic pulse of Depeche Mode and the piano of Muse, Johnathan Christian typifies the traditional dark wave sound, but with soaring, epic refrains and dramatic fugues that create a style all their own. ... more

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