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My Private Room

from Beautiful Hideous by JOHNATHAN|CHRISTIAN



As I look upon the world we have today
I see hatred, greed and doom
But I consider myself fortunate, I'd say
In my private little room

It's a place where evil cannot tread
And safer then my mother’s womb
The air is peaceful; there is no more fear or dread
When I go to my private room

But wait a minute; there are cracks in the thin wall
I've never noticed them before
From the walls come arms that catch me as I fall
Please go away, trespass no more

I was happy here, until you arrived
You render nothing more than gloom
So take me away, to seek new purpose in my life
And find me a new little private room

Things are different here, no windows or no view
What has become of my private room?

I will lock the door forever
And throw away the key, though it may become my tomb
It’s too late to change the past, no looking back, no never
I'll stay in my private room


from Beautiful Hideous, released November 8, 2013


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JOHNATHAN|CHRISTIAN Los Angeles, California

Dark Wave Doom from Christian Granquist, & Johnathan Mooney.
Citing influences ranging from The Sisters of Mercy and Joy Division to the electronic pulse of Depeche Mode and the piano of Muse, Johnathan Christian typifies the traditional dark wave sound, but with soaring, epic refrains and dramatic fugues that create a style all their own. ... more

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